Things are happening.

Ever experienced a moment where you have to react quickly but it feels like time is moving in slow motion? That's how it feels like nowadays, anyway. Since last entry I've travelled by myself to a concert in Oslo, worked a lot and got a new job! I had a good feeling after the first interview, or I'd rather say not a bad feeling. Which is good in itself, right? So after I got back from Oslo they wanted me to come back from a second interview. Maybe I did make a good impression after all.

It really feels awkward listening to a person you don't know complementing you. The woman who did the interview said I am able to reflect about myself and trustworthy. Other people say that, too, still I am thinking "you sure you're speaking about me?" None the less, it's good that other people say it rather than me claiming it to be the truth. 

This job is something I need to do for myself. Dare to fail, right? It's something I thought I've lived by yet up until now everything has been safe. Whatever the result may turn out to be, it's something I have to do. Slowly my mind is realizing that I have less than a week left. Well, I decided to have my vacation way before I got the job so coincidentally my vacation is at the same time as my four weeks notice. I'm leaving familiar faces, familiar tasks in favour of a situation where everything is new. Maybe that's a good thing, though. The feeling of being stuck has been looming for the past year. Now I can progress in life, as well as in a work situation.

Two shifts left. The sentimental me is often taking charge of my thoughts, leaving me with thoughts like "this might be the last time I do this". So it's a bit sad to leave, of course. If I hadn't been sad it would've meant that I didn't like my job. But I do. How things turn out is much up to me. I need to find whatever I did when I was new in the present job, and that's not an easy task. After all, I was at a completely different place than where I am now. Furthermore, if you're not present and aware of your actions you might not realize what works out in the end.